my name is zoya. i'm always addressed as that, offline and offline. otherwise, my full virtual name is zoyarilius sarvellious. you can either call me moonie, zoe, or nano or zando, i'm fine with that. you can either call me a she, he or they, but any other pronouns other than that is not preferred.



i'm 20 this year, i'm a cis-female, and i'm a greyaroace birose (bisexual and biromantic). i also identify as an enby girl, and i'm androgynous.



full-time (unpaid) gamer, part-time and freelanced (unpaid, again) artist, guitarist, and writer.



born on the 1st of May, 2006.



a decent info about me:

1) i'm diagnosed with mild-moderate autism at the age of 2. don't ask me how i'm diagnosed with that, but yes, i tend to act differently than the others close to me ("wOwOwOw So qUiRkY AnD DiFfErEnT #iMnOtLiKeThEoThErGiRlS!!!!!!!!!!!")



2) i seldom add people; not that i hate socialisation but i'm not the type of person to engage a lot in conversations, no matter the topic. i'm also very easily to get drained just by talking to people for long periods of time.



3) i forgive and forget, unless if it's necessary that i should not.

(#godforgivesbutidonot)



4) i don't want to be associated with 13-14 year old me. whatever i've done back then was straight up immature, awkward, and purely regretful (due to the decisions i've made when i was 14).



5) i'm short. puberty at the age of nine has cursed me to have a child-like appearance.

(if you take advantage of this just a friendly reminder that I am extremely capable of holding an archery bow and will NOT hesitate to attack you [with kindness] <3)



6) i dress ambiguously; feminine for wedding/formal ceremonies, a basic shirt + pants for casual fits, and i might plan to buy a business suit for myself LOL

(yes im planning to wear jirai kei/emo/scene fits trust)



7) fuck any sort of drama; if you have one, do not get me involved as a first-party mf.



8) i'm trying my best to get the help i need by going to family therapies to reduce the amount of depression and self-h#rm thoughts i have.



9) i'm fatherless. and I've graduated with a college cert, btw.



views of mine that i stand by heavily with

1) you're an islamophobe? bye you're blocked.

(yup, you're banned. have a good night)

(i can add ex-muslims but if you're an islamophobe in general, just.. why? if you're an ex-muslim due to trama and whatnot i understand, but pls dont be hating i swear i never done wrong to yall 🙏)



2) i HATE chronically online users dont tell me you crave for online relationships (ai or a person behind a screen) instead of having a pet that you can treat like an actual family member irl



3) i am anti-ai when it comes to ai music, art, or stories. ai for anything beneficial is a grey zone for me.



4) I'M NOT A POLITICS PERSON. I DO NOT CARE WHAT POLITICAL SIDE YOU'RE IN, AS LONG AS YOU DONT SHOVE YOUR BELIEFS UP MY THROAT OR ASS, REGARDLES IF YOU'RE JOKING OR TALKING ABOUT IT SERIOUSLY. I AM 100% UNINTERESTED IN POLITICS NO MATTER HOW SERIOUS IT GETS. not that i don't care about it entirely BUT PLEASE, TALK ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE 🥀

(p.s you're not cool if you make charlie k#rk/epst##n jokes either for the fun or not. leave pls. i'm sick and tired of seeing those ass jokes)



5) note: having a balanced viewpoint/take/mindset is NOT the same as being bnw; you hate proshippers? go ahead, you don't gotta add them just bcos u dont want them in your boundaries. just dont label every single one of them as pedos, bruh.



6) if you've blocked me just because I've said something right and factual, i'm gonna PARTY-ROCKERS-IN-THE-HOUSE-TONITEEEEEEEE (lmfao everywhere)



7) 13-14 (or clearly anyone under 13) year olds today should NOT use the internet at all

(or better yet any sort of social media that will brainwash them the horrid way)



8) regardless of race, gender, sexualtity, age, language, or religion, everyone is equal in my eyes.

(unless you're a fucking pedo/sexual harasser/rapist)



9) if you're the type to encourage human interaction and friendships than interacting with ai chatbots but at the same time being toxic about others trying to vent about any sort of their problems, YOU'RE the problem.



10) the economy is merciless and the unemployed is forced to suffer. all greedy corporations must fall.



additional fun facts (bcos my mind is starting to get lightheaded but im alr)

1) i own a classical guitar for my 11th bday, and an electric guitar. i've never used it for 5 years straight.

(i promise to use it again i swear)



2) i've started to create OCs since 2015. my OCs i've created, are like my children, fam, and best friends to me. no one, not even an AI can match their aura.



3) i'm more of a cardio exerciser (if i do weight i'm prone to muscle aches lol)



4) i've gotten accustomed to making male friends (till the extent i act too masc sometimes help-), but i'm more than welcome to befriend anyone of any gender.

(as for the time being, i'm now accustomed to making feminine friends.)

(im not trans btw pls dont mistake me as one [no hate to trans people btw])



5) kinning? i've been kinning on happy wheels segway guy SINCE 11. that's my only dominant kin.

(my hyperfixation even; if not for him i wouldn't be heavily obsessed with businessmen [help what-])



6) my first multiplayer game ever played was roblox when I was 8

(those good ol days when I was a guest... and yes, my first roblox acc was SweetPushBackOff until it got HACKED by a stupidahh primary sch schoolmate of mine. fuck her.)



7) i have a varying music taste, but i preferably love songs from the 80s-90s, early 2000s, some phonk songs (eWwW?????), any songs pre-2020 (post-2020 is ok for me ig)

(i live laugh love hoobastank btw, mf that carried my childhood years)



8) i. love. owls. barn owls to be precise (BUT ALL OWLS ARE PRECIOUS. NO OWLS OR AVIANS ARE UGLY ASF.)



9) i'm still a roblox player, but i currently play tf2, sims, minecraft, plazma burst 2 (was 9 when i first played it LOL)

(in tf2, i'm primarily an engie/sniper main)



10) high school sim 2017/2018 and schoolgirls simulator are also the goats of my childhood

(couldve sworn i tried playing a saori sato game on one of my old s-note phones)



11) i have identified myself as an elemental queen since 9 alongside with some AU OCs of mine

(one borrowed from the minecraft creepypasta fandom, one inspired from the fart awakens movie, one inspired by herobrine and the singer of Hoobastank LMAO)



12) i might randomly do fanarts of your OC either through sketches, art, or making a sim outta it.



13) i'm a fusion-aesthetic type wearer; i've been planning to wear fits such as jirai kei x scene, emo x v-kei (i mean they're prob related idk), grunge x scene, or a generic business suit + some scene hints LOL



14) i love vampires and any sort of werebeasts. (eg werewolves, werecats, werespiders, werecentipedes, werebats)

(i also love mermaids and Nagas too ngl)



15) was formerly a part of the gacha community when i was 13, played gacha studio, gachaverse, and gacha life when i was 12. left the community after 2019.

(yes those games were where i created some of my 2018-2019 ocs WITH actual lore btw)



16) one day, kids of today when they reach 18 will finally know the true power of 69 and 420

[reject 6-7; embrace 6-9]



17) wtf is a commision









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